Here we are….on the verge of welcoming a 4th member to our little family. Just a few more weeks to go and, needless to say, I’m starting to get nervous.  I just don’t know how I’m going to do it.

I’m not worried about the lack of sleep, keeping pace at work, changing diapers, feeding two mouths, giving two baths, and all of the other tasks that go along with having kids.

Here is what I am worried about….

How do I divide my time between the two?  How will I teach both of you?  How will I make both of you happy?  How will I raise you, show you the way in this thing we called life?

Will I be able to love two kids?

All of these worries…they are real.  I don’t know how I’m going to do it.  Three weeks to go and I’m nervous as I can be.